My story… Part 2

She had trouble sleeping last night, too much on her mind, thinking about will she ever be friends with them again, if she will have the courage to talk to someone she has feelings for, when she is going to move out of her house and back to her place she calls home

She gets a text from an old friend/boyfriend…

“Hey”

“Hi”

“Wuu2”

“In bed u”

“Same”

“How come your texting me”

“Idk I’m bored”

“Ok”

“Wuwtb” (what you wanna talk about) if you don’t know

“Idk, I just don’t wanna be here anymore”

“Y? Whats up?”

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Alone she sits, teary eyes, wondering what has happened for everything to turn against her. “I havent done anything but good things for people” she whispers to herself.

All alone in her english class nobody to talk to, she pulls out her phone while the teacher is at the back in the back room,  and she checks through her contacts to try find someone she could text, but nobody would have texted her back they are all either busy working, at school, or just hate/dislike her. Just as the bell rings she puts her phone away and gathers her belongings.

She slowly paces herself to her form class, as she walks to her form class she falls into tears, still trying to figure out why she is hated, what she has done to lose one of her close friends.

Form class teacher calls her name, she thinks shes in trouble, but the teacher was only passing her a note about the trip that she had put her name down for on the up coming thursday. She sighs thankfully that noone really has figured that things are going on in her life, one of her form class friends talk to her and she tries her best not to snap as she is not in the mood to talk to anyone.

I wish….

I wish I could turn back the hands of time-hold you in my arms just one more time.

I wish I could make all my past mistakes disappear, all my wrongs right-I wish I just had one more to time to hold you tight.

All the complaints I had before they don’t matter no more

I never thought we would be apart no one could ever take the place you hold in my heart.

I  never wanted to be free-I always thought it would be you, and me.

Never again will I be as happy, as I was when I had you-I know the love we shared was true.

I can’t go on without you I wish you come back to me my heart is sinking from this painful reality.

People

some people are like wheels – they don’t work unless they’re pushed.
some people are like trailers – they have to be pulled.
some people are like kites – always up in the air and if you don’t keep a string on them, they will fly.
some people are like canoes – they have to be paddled.
some people are like footballs – you never know which way are going to bounce next.
some people are like balloons – always puffed up, and you never know when they are going to blow up.

Ahh

Had the most scariest dream yet…

I was at some house with a person who was like my older sister(and I don’t have any siblings) and me and her were trying to get out of the house but we couldn’t there were cameras everywhere around the house, and there was a guy that

Promises

Promises.

Sometimes they’re unecessary and people promises others things they’ll do that they’re already doing.

Sometimes they’re too big for some to handle.

Like promising someone to keep a secret thats bigger than you.

Sometimes they’re promises that we dnt even care if there kept, its the promise itself that keeps us sane like wen someone promises to love you forever.

Or when someone promises to come back, even though u realise they won’t.

Duet with myself by Charlie… + Lyrics

I don’t know him but I found this on you tube and its awesome

I am you, you are me
Together we make a perfect Charlie
And when I am feeling down
We know that will always be around

soo um here

Well since you know I like you..

I thought I would like you to know that I will never ever in a million years be able to find another guy like you.. I love you.. But you seem to treat it as a joke..

But I don’t know.. I really don’t know.. I don’t know what to do.

You seem like your hiding something from me.. You say there’s nothing wrong I know there’s something wrong..

I would do anything for you, all I wanna do is have my life with you.. not with that last guy I use to be with..

Boy your the world to me.. I wish u wouldn’t just think im saying this because I want you to feel better.. man I really mean this I really do want to be with you.. I just freaking wish you could see.

I feel like you will never ever understand me.

:’(

Okay so maybe you don’t like me…

Maybe your gay.. but I don’t see why you never told me .. we’re best friends.. well at least I thought we were..

So I guess you NEVER wanted to be my friend.. you were only saying that to make me feel happy..

Like really I thought you would have figured I really did Like you a lot..

You hardly talk to me like you use to.. I wish you would.. I miss you talking to me.. its like our “friendship” is nothing.. or was it always nothing..

Oh I wish you see my point of view from this..

Top 47 Things Parents Hate To Hear

1. But you did it when you were my age!

2. Um, about the car…

3. Now don’t get mad, but…

4. Mommy, what’s ‘sex’?

5. My boyfriend says I’m old enough.

6. I’m pregnant! Pass the turnips, please!

7. But all the other kids did!

8. Bail

9. Mommy, was daddy your first?